May 4

04/05/2021 Personal Values & Integrity Index

Day Two.

Even though I've just started out this whole PVII tracking stuff, I genuinely feel like it's helping.

Not in a "fuck yeah, I'm amazing" type way, instead just kind of being more conscious of my decisions all round.

With all of that being said there are still numerous things that I've failed on today.

I've lied at least a few times if not more, I've checked my phone more than I'd like (damn you CoinMarketcap!), but all in all, I feel like I'm headed in the right direction.

I left yesterday wanting to track my bad habits today which I failed at miserably.  But, the one thing I did pick up on - just like everyone else I'm sure - is that I was checking my phone more often than I'd like.

I've got a couple of ideas up my sleeve to combat this in the coming days, but I'll just try and be more conscious as I use it for now.

What I did good

  • I put in another good  day renovating my van.
  • I had a fresh juice in the morning.
  • I didn't drink any booze.
  • I caught myself when I was doing things outside of my core value set.

What I did bad

  • I lied on the phone to my kids teacher.
  • Whilst working at my mates place I constantly felt like I was treading on eggshells.  Think this has something to do with self worth, will try and dig deeper.
  • I dug my head in the sand on a lot of important jobs that I should do, but didn't. 

Tasks for tomorrow, to be better than I was today:

What I'd really like is to actually put effort towards doing some of those really important jobs that I've been putting off, and actually get them done.

I'm not going to over complicate things but that's a start.

Plus, I'm going for a meeting with my sons teacher tomorrow (we're about to take him out of school and go on a road trip) about homeschooling options.  In an effort to gain more freedom I don't want to be beholden to the homeschool system - I'd rather teach him myself - so I've got a strong feeling that I'll be lying to the teachers tomorrow on that front.

Although this isn't going to help me on the integrity meter all that much, it may well add to my freedom so I'm a little torn.  

But I'll see how I get on.

- Rowan. 


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